The Latent Me

The third day of the new year....am sitting inside my home in Delhi, with over 3 layers of clothes, teeth chattering! Hands and feet are numb, wish I could say the same about my heart too! The fact is, it hasn't registered till now that am gonna go for good...
Am leaving for Chennai on the 5th. Nothing new or big about that, just that, if this time i leave, i won't be back! Technically i must be sad and brooding about the fact that am going away...practically, am feeling nothing at all. Conclusion--the cold weather has made me cold too! Ahh no, do not doubt my humane side! Just that, sitting idle for over 8 months and now this biting cold has taken its toll on me. All that goes inside me mind is "Run Shyamala! Run". Yeah yeah, am an escapee only. But please, i prefer that tag to sitting here and letting the blood freeze in my veins.
Ok. Am exaggerating now. But man! It is C.O.L.D. Cold enough for a person who has become accustomed to the maritime climate for 6 years! New year calls for a new life, a new beginning. I am going in search of the new beginning too! The "Leading MNC" which has promised me a job is tugging at my heart strings, by delaying the joining date. I see this as a SIGN-maybe am not made to sit in a small cubicle and code my asses off! The quest has begin now... will let you know for sure when i hit across it!!